It's just who I am

I deleted yesterday's entry.  I had fun with the state names, but it was rather self-pity filled.  We've gotten through worse than this, and we'll get through this.

We got propane this evening.  It's gone up again.  $2.19 a gallon.  In the winter of '06/07 it was $1.59.  *sigh*  We dumped the rude people that we used to get it from, and now we're getting it from the folks here in town, who are very nice.

Still no TV.  They are supposed to come tomorrow, and Mom said she'd try to come wait for them.  Kevin's mom will be up here some time tomorrow afternoon, and she could take over the wait.  If it doesn't work, we'll aim for Friday.  It's weird to not have TV.

We watched yesterday's episode of Big Brother online tonight.  I just wish I could see tonight's episode.  I guess it will wait until morning.

Anyway, I tend to freak out and tell all, and sometimes I need to leave some things unsaid and keep my mouth shut.  Perception is everything in a journal, and if it looks like I have certain agendas or intentions, it puts a bad taste in everyone's mouth, even if it wasn't intended.

I'm just who I am.  Just me.  I'm blessed and thankful, even when things go badly.  Lordy, but it's been a rough 6 days.  Do you think a week is enough to endure?  If so, I can get through tomorrow, and then things will look up.

I think a week is all I can take.  Not really.  I'm sure I could take much more, but I certainly don't want to.