Most times, I hate the choices for "mood". I'm friggin' tired and happy and relaxed. Where is THAT mood, huh? HUH? Sorry, got grumpy for a minute.
Life went well today. Kevin and I decided to grab a bite to eat before heading to Tractor Supply. I called my Aunt Charlene and invited them to join us. We ate quite well, but never made it to Tractor Supply. That's 2 days in a row that I planned to go there, and didn't. Damn. Dinner was good, though.
The girls are still happy with life, but sounding more homesick with each call. I don't know how much more I can take. They'll be fine, as long as we keep telling them that they will. Who's to tell me that I'LL be fine? I can't stand it. I want them home. I want them here. Someone PLEASE remind me of this when they're fighting and I'm pulling my hair out.
I miss Brett, too. I don't want to know about his tickets, or his wrecks, or his upside down love life. I just want to see him, and have him here.
Yeah, I'll live. Most folks would kill for a month without kids. I thought I would really enjoy it. Nope. God built into us, a longing for our children. Mine's working full-force. I want my kids here. Everyone I love should be near by.
Next weekend, I'll see the girls. I hope to see Brett soon after that. He's leaving on vacation with his dad this Sunday. I hope they have a good time. I hope they get good pictures. I hope everything is wonderful for them. I hope they don't let Brett drive.
OK, time for bed. See ya later, alligator!
5 comments:
AOL absolutely needs to add more "mood" options! Don't worry, hon -- I'll link you back to this entry when you are frustrated with all the kidlets. ;)
Russ
I never wanted more than a week without you kids... until after you got your drivers' licences. Then you both drove me so nuts with worry, I was GLAD to see you gone.
Enjoyed this entry. I don't know why we can't just enjoy some time away from our children, but right now I'd be willing to give it a shot. And I know what you mean about AOL moods.....they almost never have the one I'm in/feeling listed! - Barbara
LMAO!...friggin'...amen! You have EXACTLY voiced what I have felt/thought many times. I will be back. And you are a good person to have sent brook a package. C.
We do need more moods! I have a very happy girl here!
I know what you mean. When Brook would go away even for 1 night I would feel so alone. It seemed I would be more tired when she was gone than when she was home!
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