I chose "sad" as my mood, because it was closest to how I feel. I am so friggin' lonely here. The trade show is slow, and I doubt that the business we bring back will be worth the cost of the trip. I have doubts that we'll be back in Michigan next year. Terry forgot to set his clock forward, and overslept, so I had to eat breakfast alone. I HATE to eat at a public place alone. I lack the confidence to pull it off.
After the show, we found a Chili's for dinner. It was pretty good. Then back to the hotel, where I promptly removed the contacts and put on PJ's. I have never been good at being alone. At least when I travel with another female, I have a roommate to talk to. I have the work laptop beside me, playing music, and mine here to play around online. I chatted with Monica, called Kevin, and the kids will call me later, but I'm so lonely I could go to bed...and it's not dark yet!
I hate that I'm this way. Mom loves her alone time. Kevin loves his alone time. I just don't know what to do with myself. The laptop is too slow to play good games on, so surfing is about it. There's not much on TV tonight, other than Extreme Makeover, Home Edition (which is currently filming in Raytown, where I work...yeah, I went and gawked at Ty on my lunch break the other day. They say that it's the biggest audience ever. It'll be on TV in mid-May.)
I'm depressed, and starting to hate how depressing this post sounds, so I'll sign off. Maybe I'll eek out another entry after I get home tomorrow...and I won't be so ridiculously full of self-pity.
2 comments:
Ain't nuthin' wrong with self pity, girlfriend....I had my share of it, too. On the upside, shopping this weekend helped. :)
Hugs to ya!
~Amy
You actually got to see Ty Pennington? Cool! There's a woman in my office who actually named her son "Ty" because she adored him. Don't know how the husband feels about that, though. Russ
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